Mailbox Patience

Have you ever patiently waited outside your mailbox for something? Maybe you've done this with your report card, or a college acceptance letter. But with a book? I have crazy obsessions with books, as we all know, and Across The Universe by Beth Revis is no exception. I'm so, so happy that it finally came.

Actually, I'm in a good mood in general. I mean, sure: I'm sick, and life is sucking at the moment, but I'm proud of myself because I'm staying on top of all of it. And to be honest, I'm learning stuff too. But it is late right now, and that's not a good thing, because four thirty comes very, very early. Hoorah.

Mailbox patience will always pay off.
-Siobhan

That Crappy, Crappy Feeling

If you're a writer, you've felt this way. I know I feel this way about 75% of the time: when you want to write, but can't find the right words to say what you want to say without rambling on and sounding like an idiot, kind of like what I'm doing now? Yeah... that feeling. It's baffling how degraded I feel right now, and I don't even know why.

Honestly, there wasn't an event or anything that put me in a sorrow-full mood today. Actually, in retrospect to everything that went on the past week, today was pretty damn good.

So why was I so upset all day? Why do I not feel like sleeping? And why have I just been writing, and writing, and writing, but not saying anything? Why is it so frustrating to try and make a point, and lose track of what you're saying, then contradict yourself seven times and end up back where you started?

UGH.

Maybe I just need to work on one of my novels. Get the creative juices flowing again, you know?

That could be what I need. Or maybe I just need to rant rant rant rant rant about everything that's happening, and why I'm sad and jealous and confused and stressed and I just want to write about these things. Is it possible to rant about why you want to rant? Either way, today sucked for no reason.

Sometimes you just have a really bad day.
-Siobhan

Have You Ever Thrown A Fistful Of Glitter In The Air?

No? Neither have I, it's okay.

My ears just bled due to the loudness of the AOL man telling me that I have mail. Is it necessary to shout, mail man? Haha, that's funny... because it's e-mail... and he's a man.

Anyway, I'm in such an awkward mood today... It's almost like my fingers are just in the mood for typing. Too bad it's like, after ten on a Monday night. Haha, that sucks. Maybe there'll be no school tomorrow. That'd be fantastic! And, well, it'd be fun to stay in my pajamas all day again.

They're purple with white snowflakes. You're jealous. See that, I just read your mind.

But I had a huge project that's due tomorrow, and I FINISHED IT. I know, I know, be impressed. Seriously, thank you for the applause, but it's really unnecessary. And I got a new phone, finally! That's something too!

Now I can obsessively update twitter from my thumbs! Hooray! Oh, god. I'm turning into one of those people. You know the kind that just go

TWEET
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TWEET
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Haha, well, not literally. Usually they say something like "Zomg! Jersey Shore!"

Honestly, I don't get it. What's fantastic about Jersey Shore? It just baffles me...

But whatever...

Let's see if I can sleep in this weird mood.
-Siobhan

Snow Day Number Two!

Well, technically the snow day is tomorrow, but it's already confirmed for where I go to school, and where my Mom works as a teacher, so... I can celebrate. Honestly, tomorrow is the day where I'm going to do all of my homework. All of it. I'm going to do all of the math work I need to finish, as well as write an essay for first period, write notes about car production during the 1920's, build a facebook page for characters in The Great Gatsby, write a response to an article from The New York Times, memorize a monologue and work on all of my lines for the play. I'm going to be a bit tired on Thursday, but... that's okay.

In addition to that, I've had rehearsal everyday this week so far, granted that's only two days, but... I'm exhausted. I think I'm going to go to bed early after I chill on the Wii Fit.

Enjoi
-Siobhan